It's been a while..
okay maybe a little bit longer than I had expected. A lot has been going on and I haven't been able to update as much as I would like. All of that will change.
I mean it.
It totally will change.
I know I've been saying it for about almost two years but this time is the last time. This time I actually mean it. Before it was more or so like I would be able to tolerate bullshit and now this time I just don't have the soul to put up with anything. Mainly because I don't have a soul so that makes things a little more easier.
Started to look into new environments and more social scenes to get out of this funk. All of which have been working out fine. It's just the getting from point A to point B and waiting to see if it all works out. Fear comes in and just complete nonsense filters my mind but then I get over all of that bullshit and realize
1. I am still young. Not dead just yet.
2. I don't really give a flying fuck.
3. I am single and can pretty much do whatever it is that I want to do.
I want to live in a big city again. I want to live somewhere that doesn't see sun except on special days where everything comes together. I just want to be in a place where more people are more or so like me and not just conforming to every day bullshit.
Basically I just want to be surrounded by complete weirdos.
Good luck to me. Let's see how this goes.